I loved you before I met you

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Love is a gift that we all deserve. Love is the energy that makes our soul. GOD is love and we are all the children of GOD. Love is natural but sometimes our experiences keep this love away from us experiencing it to the fullest. We all search for it but are we ready for it?

I have been blessed with the relationships in my life. I always had standards of relationships in which the heart was number one. If someone did not have at least a certain level of love in their heart, I did not pursue that person. It is hard to have a bad relationship if two people are full of love. The problems in relationships start when people do not act from their heart and make bad choices from emotions and lack of communication. I can honestly say that 99% of all of my relationships were full of love and happiness.

Each relationship taught me lessons about myself and life. I learned how to be a great partner and to communicate. I learned how to be patient with a loving energy and to see the goal of the relationship and not my selfish ways. I learned what it takes to have a partner and to think of “us” instead of just me. All of these relationships taught me to be who I am today and I thank every soul who was in my life. People are in your life for seasons, reasons and lifetimes. When the message and lesson is delivered, it then is time for the next chapter to begin. Sometimes it ends with love and sometimes just the opposite. Either way, the focus should always be “what did I learn from this relationship” and not how it ended. Focus on the gifts and miracles of that time.

I have been focusing on “me” for awhile now. Focusing on being the best version of myself so I can bring that energy to the relationship. I wanted to be at my peak so my partner would be at hers because you attract what you are. I wanted us both be at our best so we can help each other go even further. Besides the relationship qualities, I wanted to be physically and spiritually at my best. I want my partner to desire my body and soul and I want to crave her body and soul. I want the relationship to start from this point so we both can grow together while having the best partner and best friend for each other. No worries, no fears, no negativity, just all love, happiness and miracles.

On February 7th, I saw my soulmate. We have many soul mates in our lives, all of them teaching us lessons. This is my soulmate that I will create a family and lifetime with. When I saw her photo, I knew who she was to me. After a month talking, I was even more sure of her energy. I was so excited to meet her and the excitement was driving me crazy! I didn’t want to just bring flowers that would eventually wither, instead I brought her a beautiful orchid plant that was filled with blooms inside an awesome vase. After an awesome lunch filled with laughs, we had to part ways but my confirmation was set. I knew this was going to be the mother of my children and my best friend for life.

I missed her as soon as I left. I had to leave town for a couple days but wanted to see her when I got back. I was persistant for us to meet and would not take no for an answer and she left a bridal shower to see me. I convinced her to meet 2 days after we first met just for a talk on the beach during the full moon. Our first kiss happened under the moonlight and that lasted for 3 hours straight and I still craved more. Our souls danced that night to the song of love that we both always wanted to hear and feel. That kiss started the connection that has skyrocketed to the heavens.

I have never felt so much love in my life. My soul is only filled with miracles and love. There is no room for anything else because this is what drives me. This is what gets me closer to GOD and my angels. This is what makes me be at the best version of myself. Mi amor has shown me so many sides of my soul that I did not know existed. She showed me so many levels and depths that have evolved my soul even more and we are only just starting.

Mac and Diana, who are very close to my soul, just recently celebrated their 70th wedding anniversary. While I did not wait for the “standard” of time to ask mi amor to marry me, I could not wait anymore. This couple said that time does not wait for man so why should man wait for time. If you know she is the one then what are you waiting for? Why are you waiting to give negativity a chance to break the bond you know you have? Life is to short not to go after what you want and feel. When you feel it in your soul, then go for it and love every inch of effort for it.

Iris means rainbow. The symbol for all colors. The light of all life. Her birthday is July 28th and I wanted to do something special so I planned a photo shoot on the beach during sunset. But this was not just any photo shoot but one then we would remember for the rest of our lives. The time in which I would ask my soulmate to be with me forever and to start a beautiful loving family.

I wanted this day to be as special as possible so I had 3 dozen roses and mixed bouquets waiting for my love when she arrived. We had lunch with the photographer to set up all of our thoughts and ideas. A pedicure and manicure followed so my babes hands and feet would feel awesome. Lots of laughs during this time and the pineapple martinis with our pinkies up made it even better. After getting ready at our house, we were ready for the special miracle moment of our lives.

We had two parts of the photo shoot, one in casual linen and the other a bathing suit. We had a loving date on the beach while walking, talking, kissing, holding, hugging and bonding all while someone captured these moments on film. I bought a special white dove/pigeon/parrot for us to release. The photographer and I had this planned for a month before the photo shoot of how it was going to happen. Before we released the bird, he would say that he wanted a couple more poses before we do that. One of those was me kneeling, like a proposal type photo. When he mentioned this, lol, Iris said “what? What do you mean?”. He said “You guys will eventually be married right? This is just practice”. After a few funny faces and comments Β in this pose just to lighten and disguise the moment, I spoke to Iris with my soul. She already knows how I feel but I let my soul speak loving vibrations that surrounded her entire body.

When she said yes, I felt such a miraculous sensation as if angels were dancing and celebrating around us. A new chapter had begun. I felt like my life had just started. All the training and experiences in my life has paid off because now I am starting a new life and one with my best friend and life partner, my soulmate, my love. We celebrated with some bubbly and enjoyed our moment in bliss. We stayed up all night enjoying each others energy and the next day and night as well. We are so happy within each others energy that we did not want to separate. I have never experienced a bond this strong and I am so appreciative for every moment, kiss, hug and breath that I feel from Iris, my rainbow of love that spreads from one side of my soul to the next.

I reached this point in my life from finding myself. I learned how to be a respectful humble man and a proud loving son of GOD at the same time. I learned when I look to be the best version of myself that I will be given opportunities to learn from my experiences to get me there. I learned how to love myself first so I can share that with everyone around me. I learned me and I will always be learning and loving from my wife. She is my teacher and my best friend. She is me and I am her and we are one. Love you mi amor!! I look forward to every chapter while we hold hands and walk along side each other!! ❀

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